PEACE OF MIND Back in 2009, after years... even decades... of theological anguish, I finally found peace of mind. Thirteen years later and that peace of mind remains. It's not that theology doesn't mean anything to me or I don't think it has any value. It's just that I don't care anymore. I don't mean I don't care in a flippant, careless, or pejorative way. It's more that I am no longer spiritually or emotionally invested in it anymore. It doesn't preoccupy me or keep me up at night. It's not where the peace is found! As more and more people follow my work, the more I attract haters who come on my accounts to threaten, condemn, preach, and demand the conversion of everyone there to the Baptist, Catholic, Orthodox, or Lutheran Church, etcetera, or to stop being so stupid and just become an atheist already. It's exhausting. And perplexing. Because that's something I never would have done and never did and never will do. I imagine it must require a lot of fear, anger, and bitterness to be so hateful under the guise of evangelism. In the end, I feel sorry for them. I got swarmed this week on one of my posts. Obviously they were sent en masse to harass us like the wicked witch's monkeys. It became overwhelming. I had to close comments for a while. Sometimes I put them out of their misery and block them. But my peace of my mind they will never disturb. |