I didn’t realize how important taste and smell were to me until it was gone.
Lisa and I went to Boulder, Colorado, to see our 2 boys who live there now. We had a wonderful time.
BUT… I got a sinus infection.
After a couple of days, I realized I couldn’t taste or smell anything. Of course… we know the two senses are very connected.
I got very sad, to say the least.
Lisa and I love taking the kids out to different restaurants. I love trying different wines and whiskeys and IPAs. I tasted… nothing.
We love going on walks… through the pine woods and canyons and gardens. I smelled… nothing.
Seriously… I got very depressed. I’ve heard of some people post-COVID who never got their senses of taste or smell back. I never thought anything of it until it happened to me.
It’s devastating. Especially to someone who, I now realize, thrives on smells and tastes.
One day… maybe day 5… we were walking on a ridge covered in old pines. I picked a small handful of pine needles, rubbed them between my fingers, and sniffed.
YES! I caught a slight whiff of pine. I was so happy I cried. Not hysterically, but tears came to my eyes and I exclaimed to Lisa what just happened.
Then it was gone again.
It took about 10 days for it to pass. Then it returned to normal.
Whew!
But this experience did something very important for me. I do not take my senses for granted anymore. Like with the Tantric sex email last week… just being here now and enjoying what actually is in this moment… without a goal or desired outcome… that, my friends, is everything.
Joy.
Here.
Now.